Skipped school again and headed to town with my Babes on Tuesday.
Ah, I'm going to flunk that module anyway. So be it.















Got my hair done yesterday. I'm quite happy with the overall result (:
A new look, finally.


Clark Quay with my Babes this coming Saturday.
Unfortunately, work is in the way.
Yet my Babes are so sweet to come down to my workplace and accompany me home to change before we head for the pubs/clubs. Yay us.
Jov and Suping would then be crashing at my place after the fever.
God, now I can't wait till Saturday!
So damn anticipating lah!

#lovefio
Midnight fever.

Shopping @ City Hall with Jovene, Suping and RX loves ended up with only Jovene and I. Sis Tiong came not long after and we continued shopping at Raffles City.
Was forced to get Clinique's moisturizer because my skin became very dried these few days.
And there goes my money.
Suping and RX were supposed to meet us too but they had projects to complete so we met back at TM after Sis' boyfriend came to fetch her off.
Half way back to TM, got Sis' call and she said she wants to meet us at TM altogether for drinks at Blue Urban Oasis.
And so, yes. Heineken again (:



















Yes, my girlfriends stood by me through tears and laughters; bad times and good; thick and thin.
I would have been so lost by now if it weren't for my Babes.
Every single one of them are so important and special in their own ways.
And I appreciate for all they had done for me and with me.
I seriously wouldn't know what to do without anyone of them.
That's how important they are to me (:
Loves, my dear, dear friends.
I promise to be here whenever you need me too.
Always.

#lovefio
My babes (:

狗改不了吃屎.
I should have known.

I still have my friends, my family, myself.
It doesn't make a difference whether or not you're here anyway.
I'm on my own.
Was then, is now, will be always.
Someone who is worthy of me will come in.
You're not the one.

#lovefio
Yay, the freedom (:

Met Jovene for shopping at Parkway Parade yesterday after school.
First stop: Watsons.
Bought new foundation and masks.
God, spent.
Next stop: Topshop.
Tried many different kinds of clothing, dresses, etc.
God, spent again.
Then: Dorothy Perkins.
Nearly splurged unnecessarily if Jovene wasn't there to pull me away from that dress and clutch.
God, dear me.
Afterwards: M)phosis.
Reserved two hats (for Jovene and I each) @ CityLink.
God, am going to spend again soon.
Then: Cotton on Body.
Jovene's "we can go look for it tomorrow what.." did not work.
God, spent again again.

From the above, you can see that I've spent most of my pay already.
I gotta work like a beeeee during the holidays or I'll never get my facials done in time.


Meeting girlfriends Suping and Jovene later for another session of retail therapy.
The fun of it (:

#lovefio
Shop and drop!

Such hypocrites.
Such morons.
Die a miserable death, will you?
Or you'll disappoint the world.

Don't disappoint the class at least.
And anyway, those vulgarities are minor.
They're such nothings which I have majored since Sec One.
Hey! Grow up (:
Drink more milk.

And oh, I understand Malay.
Have I mention before that my grandma's a Nyonya?

Didn't you sound so fierce just now?
What happened when I finally opened my mouth and said something?
Oh gosh, it was then you squeaked out like a rat.
And I didn't even use any vulgarities. Nor raise my voice.
What happened??

Tsk tsk, pathetic little one..
Do you even realise that you're mentally challenged?
How I wish I could post your photos up to show the world how Halloween is celebrated EVERYDAY.
Don't you have other clothes to wear??

Oh yeah, I come into the class AS AND WHEN I like (:
Hey doggie, go bark elsewhere.



I PRAY that you read this.
And die afterwards (:
Amen.

#lovefio
Crazy ass.

They say it's better to be loved than to love someone.
I don't think so.

I wanna love again like how I had.
Like before.
Like then.
But on contrary, I feel so much relaxed now.
Need not care about anything, cry over stupid stuffs, worry over the same old thing over and over again.
Those heartbreaking news just weren't as heartbreaking as they used to be anymore.

That's a good thing, right?


I need retail therapy to get my mind off so many things.
Meeting Suping love for shopping after school on Friday.
I always love CNY - especially when Daddy gives me extra money :D




And my mood haven't been very good these few days.

#lovefio
Fuck it.

"I'll call you when I get back"
Oh. Indeed.
Hey Coward, why didn't you just die there?? (:

Got pissed off. Real bad.
You should really die.



Now for the nicer things.
Met Sis Tiong for jogging at my place last night:
◌ Slacked and gossiped at void deck for an hour.
◌ Decided to start running eventually.
◌ Ran for a pathetic 15 minutes with breaks in between.
◌ Rested for half an hour before heading back to my house.
◌ Slacked some more at my place before shower.

Now you know what we commonly do when I say "Meeting Sis Tiong for jogging".
(: Yay.


Met Suping, RX and Jovene loves at TM two days back.
God, how I've missed them :D
Got plans at Clarke Quay two days before CNY.
Hopefully everything runs smoothly and we get to enjoy ourselves (:

I might see you, someone.
But it will all be different now.
The feelings, the love.
It's okay. I'm okay.
Just promise to always, always remember me.



I need a nape piercing.
And I need it fast.

#lovefio
Geez.

O..K.. So I've been really busy with things recently that I don't have the time to update for say.. Yes, quite a long time.
And the laziness, of course.
But hey, I'm back already. Yay, people.


11th Dec '08 - 16th Dec '08
Aussie was fun, fun, FUN!
Arrived at Brisbane Airport early in the morning on the 12th of December. As early as 6 a.m. Aussie time (4 a.m. Singapore time) !! Can you imagine? Me? Waking up at 4 a.m. on a non-schooling day? Travelling can be damn tiring, damn.
Waited for the bus to Paradise Country, where the koalas and kangaroos and sheep and horses and cows, etc. are. Took pictures with the damn-cute-animals. I especially love the koalas! They were sleeping most of the time!

And yay, the cowboys there are HOT! I SWEAR!

Checked into the hotel and slept straight after shower. You have no idea just how beat we were!

Next day was where we spent the day at Sea World, Gold Coast.
Dolphin and sealion shows were brilliant! Aren't those animals just intelligent! And not to forget them being so cute! I'll post the pictures when I've got the time. But that'll be like months later, if you guys are fortunate enough. If not, you'll have to wait till next year then (: Haha.

The day after, we went to Movie World, Gold Coast.
Warner Brothers Productions! Roller Coaster rides! Shrek the Movie! Harry Potter! Scooby Doo! BUGS BUNNY AND TWEETY! Omg, Zac and I really enjoyed ourselves despite the hot sun.

Then, I fell sick.
Of all things.
Fortunately, it was already the 4th day there and it's a free and easy day. Hence, mom, Zac and I went shopping when I got slightly better after taking panadol. Shopping always makes my mood better :D

It was perhaps because of the weather there that I fell sick. The sun was big, bright and really sunny. Yet, the sea breeze made it feel very much like spring. It was so cooling I don't know which is which. And finally when I got back to Singapore, I fell ill with high fever of 39.7 degrees celcius.

17th Dec '08
Ruisui match @ 813.
After a long, long break, we're finally back again.
For you, Witaya and Chan Hong.
For you we played, and we won.
You'll be so proud if you were here with us. Both of you.
We made sure they paid for what they rudely commented.
We won with honour.

21st Dec '08
Last minute meet up for shopping with Sis Tiong and Suping love.
Bumped into Kenny sitting right in front of us in the train. He was known as the Golden Monkey of the lot. The easiest to spot!









22nd Dec '08
Suping and Jovene came over to find me after work and we relaxed ourselves a little from all the things around us @ Starbucks, Tampines Mall. Talked and laughed about almost anything possible.
LV lunchbox, eh?
Yes, yes. And spoilt children.




Suping then left and Jovene and I continued shopping around.
She showed me the Gucci shades she set her eyes on before but settled to buy a pair of Ray-Ban after much consideration. And I meant MUCH consideration.
As we stepped out of the shop, I spotted an Emporio Armani aviator and fell in love with it immediately. And lovely Jovene psycho-ed me into buying it and blah blah blah and great, I actually splurged on a pair of shades out of the blue - for like totally no good reasons at all -.-
But it was lovely, really (:

24th Dec '08
X'mas eve and countdown was spent with the babes, Suping and Jovene @ Blue Urban Oasis, Century Square.













25th Dec '08
Merry, merry X'mas, everyone!
Church in the morning and then headed to grandma's house to visit her.
Aunt Vera and Uncle George came back from Australia to take care of grandma.
Daddy then brought us to Kallang to have steamboat at The Mushroom Pot.
It was good and certainly worth the price.

@ Grandma's - the swing I used to play on when I was young.

Tom Tom (: R.I.P
Daddy and Mommy (:


Went off and met Baby and Xian Qi at TM aftermath.
Watched Ip Man and man, it's damn good! Very meaningful and stuff. Go watch, go watch!

26th Dec '08
It's boxing day! And damn, I'm back at work.
AT PARKWAYYYYY!!!!!!

27th Dec '08
Big quarrel with Baby. It didn't feel very good.
Means words and tears.
It's just not worth it.
I will learn to hide my negative feelings.
And try to control it from growing stronger.
But my attitude would stay as the way it is.
I'm just like that.

29th Dec '08
Happy 1st year 6th month together, Baby.
It's not too long, and not short at all.
But there would be many more years to come by, wouldn't there?

31st Dec '08
Met Sis Tiong at noon for shopping.

Yes, countdown with Baby but some moods and atmosphere were not as planned.
Had everything settled with love and care.
Everytime you do something sweet, I see it.
But it's those hurtful words which kept us apart. Or rather, it kept me away from you. Made me did not even wanna go near to you. Just to keep myself away from those hurtful things again.
But everytime we're cool and things got sorted out, we're happy again.
I want this love to last.
It's a new year, a new start.
A new hope for our relationship.
Nothing changed. I'm sure.
And I don't want any changes in time to come as well.

1st Jan' 09
Spent the day at home with Baby until evening where we went to catch "Yes Man" @ E!hub.
Jim Carrey was funny, but not as hilarious as he was in his previous movies in my opinion.












5th Jan '08
School reopens!!! DAMN!!!

But holidays are coming again in the next three weeks!
10 weeks of holiday! 10 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY, PEOPLE!

#lovefio
This whole month!

Baby's back from Thailand. Yay.
We're going to have more Mac. Yay.
I'm going to grow fat before X'mas approaches. No yay.
Daddy changed iPhone with me. Cool.
Now I get to show off my new phone. Cool.
I have trouble putting in my songs now. Not cool.
Mommy, Zac and I are going to Auzzie soon.

Random.



BBQ @ Bel Darling's place was really enjoyable!
Had lots of food and chard chicken wings.
And Bel insisted we had to play stupid games like her Spongebob Squarepants Monopoly set with her!
(Hahaha. K lah, kidding.)
Overall, it was another great outing again!

And now,
I miss my darlings!
X'mas presents exchanging is reaching and I'm so fucking broke!
But I'll get all the presents ready for my babes (:
Yay! Next outing soon, dearies!

#lovefio
(:

Skipped school again on Tuesday and accompanied Baby to the airport as he left for Thailand.
Bidded him goodbye and there were lots of "couldn't-bear-tos".
And damn, I'm missing Baby so much now.

I can't wait till Monday when Baby's finally back!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!




And there is just something else that I miss.
But I know I can't.
It's unfair.
To everyone, everything.

Be strong, Fiona.
It won't be that difficult.
As time goes by, everything that shouldn't have existed will go away.
Then all would go back to square one.
Slowly.



Let me hold you tight, Baby.
Tell me that you're here and everything's gonna turn out fine.

#lovefio
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Pics for Denver and YiKai's birthday chalet.
Just a few with my face (: Hee.





I'm off.
Damn tired.

#lovefio
Zzzz..

Happy 1st year 5th month, love.
Any many more months to go (:

#lovefio
I love you.

Met Sis Tiong last week and we headed to ParkWay after work for a game of pool with friends.
Pool isn't really our game so we just sat there to camwhore.
So yea.












HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO DENVER AND YI KAI!

Their birthday chalet yesterday was fun, fun, FUN!
Went there with Cherie and clique after buying the boys' birthday cake.
Satays, Vodka Mango and Sprite kept us companied the whole night.
Got tipsy and a little too loud, but had tons of fun.
Man, I almost could not go home.
Fortunately, Sis Tiong was there to go home together with me. Heh.

Couldn't get up this morning.
No hangover, but I guess the alcohol's still acting up in there.
Couldn't concentrate on where I was going and stuff.
Guess I had a tad too much.

Pics are with RX.
Will upload them after I get it from her.

#lovefio
Happy, happy birthday!

W45L, 2007 Semester 1.


#lovefio
Darling, darling, brother!

Celebrated Baby's birthday for him yesterday.
No photos, though.
Genius here forgot to bring her camera out.
But it's okay. We had fun, Baby and I (:

Went to grab Baby's Levi's jeans and then to Chinatown to get Baby's tattoo covered.
Some SSB shit.
Papa was very sweet to send us all the way back to Baby's place aftermath where we told each other more sweet things and more violence when it comes to tickling.
Mushy, oh whatever.
That's our way for loving each other. Hee.

Then we headed to Valley Point Shopping Centre for dinner @ Dozo, the Japanese and French fine dining restuarant which was advertised in between television programmes.
It was great! The food and the environment. The atmosphere as well - very romantic.
(Except the starter dish which consisted of goose liver. I almost puked)
The other dishes were not bad.

Honestly, I do regret forgetting to bring my camera.
My phone's camera didn't do any good in the dim lights of the restaurant.

Then again, we enjoyed ourselves.
Happy belated birthday, Baby.
More years to go, please (:


Denver and YiKai's birthday chalet today.
Meeting my babes and the guys later on to get their cake.
AT LAST!
DON'T YOU PEOPLE JUST MISS ME?!~
HAHA~



Chien came over to RP just now during second break out.
Man, do I miss you or do I miss you, brother!
Yeah! I miss you tons!!!
Paid a small price for these polaroid photos and they turned out damn nice!
I got the one which I looked damn fatty fat fat, though -.-
Oh wells.

COME TO RP OFTEN, CHIEN!
I KNOW YOU MISS US!
:D :D :D

#lovefio
Friends (:

Time out, people.
I need a break.

A break from school.
A break from home.
A break from bitchiness.
A break from reality.
A break from all the nonsense.
A break from.. Love?
Nah. Strike that.
I'm happily in love (:
With my Baby.

I'm contented with my near perfect life.
However, there are some people here to distort it.
These people should not be around.
Not in my life, at least.
Selfishness, greed, arrogance.
I don't need them.
Neither do I need anyone who potentially possesses them to exist around me.
Even if you were really close friends once.
Brush them off. Out, out, out.

I'm not going to be the stupid one who would help those people anymore.
Everything was taken for granted.
I deserve far better than this.
You deserve nothing pleasant at all.
I am contented by the things that I have/had.
You're not.
I am not greedy for more and more and more.
You are.
I do not take my friends/things for granted.
You do.
I am not selfish to a pathetic state.
You are.
The only thing that I'm unhappy about my life now is that you are still in it.
Tsk.

You see our difference?
We belong to totally different worlds.

Maybe your fame brought you here.
But by here, I meant 'You lost all your true friends'.
That's sad.
You should bang the wall and die.
I shall not/will not help you in any way, anyhow.





Enough of unpleasant things.
It's Baby's birthday tomorrow.
Buying him a Levi's jeans as a birthday gift and giving him a small surprise for dinner.
Yay, Baby. Your day is MINE tomorrow!
:D :D :D

Manicure later to match my outfit for tomorrow's event.
Actually, it's just an excuse to get my nails done. Hee.


Denver and YiKai's birthday chalet on Thursday.
I can't wait to see Cass, SP, RX, Sonny, YK, etc. again!
Though it has only been a week, but I miss you people! :D

Oh yeah.
Swimming sessions soon, Suku and Bel Darling?
I'm missing you girls as well!
And lots of things to rant about.
TONS! :D

#lovefio
Ooosh.

Sis Tiong's birthday chalet (:






#lovefio
Happy belated once again, love.